Life as it is is truly awful.
hate feeling so shit
wish i was closer to my uni friends. everyone else seems to have this proper sick group of mates, and i only have like 2 that im really close too
for anyone who has never experienced this, don’t do it. you won’t stop after the first time, it makes you weak. no one you talk too will understand the battle that you’re having with yourself in those moments of weakness. please never do this to yourself, it’s too hard